Friday, May 30, 2014

Rock 'n' Roll

Just barely four months old and this boy is rolling.
He is so active and aware.
He loves to be down on the floor with his brother playing.
I'm loving watching this kid grow and develope.
I'm not ready for him to be completely mobile and neither is my house but he's happy with his knew found freedom and capabilities.
He might be rolling away from me but he always comes back because he loves his mama.

Saturday, May 24, 2014

Four Months Old

This baby of mine is incredible.
Oh how I adore him.
He is finally starting to sleep through the night a bit more regularly.
He's not as good as Scott was at this age but a lot of that has to do with him being in our room.
He is such a chubby baby that I just love to cuddle and squeeze.
He has been much better at feeding then Scott was and it shows all over his body.
He rolls over now which really freaks me out.
He seems so motivated to move and explore.
I just want to keep him tiny and baby like forever.
He is so expressionative.
We get a lot of scowls but also a lot of smiles, especially when he sees me, and couriosity and wonder when he watches Scott.
He's a total mama's boy so when Mark's holding him he's just reaching for me.
I love my freedom and need Mark to be able to take the baby from me from time to time but I really do relish in his love for me.
I just love this baby boy of mine so so much.
He has brought so much love into our home.
I can't imagine our life without him.
weight: 15lbs 11oz  50%
height: 26.25"  90%
head: 17"  90%


Tuesday, May 20, 2014

The Noggin got a Boo Boo

Scott got to go to Thanksgiving Point Farm Country for his last day of school with his class.
He was loving it all.
He loves his class, he loves the farm, he loves it all.
He was waiting in line for the pony ride with his favorite friend playing on the bar fence, like he does every time we go.
I was just a few feet away watching, thinking how grateful I was to this sweet little girl, Elsa, who has played with Scott all year long.
Then his hand slipped and he fell back.
I saw the back of his head hit the cement with a bounce thud.
Immediately every mother was on him.
I had to push them aside telling them I'm the mom.
I don't do good in an emergency.
I'm not the one to have around at all.
When it's my baby I'm a complete wreck.
I grabbed him and someone said there was blood and I grabbed his head and kept thinking, "What do I do, what do I do?"
Luckily the other moms had there whits about them and they directed me to the aid station.
One of the moms stayed with me and I was embarrassed that I didn't know what to do but she was kind and helped me figure it out.
I mean seriously, with a head injury what do you do?
Do I call an ambulance, go to the hospital, should I go to an insta-care, do I have enough time to go to his doctor?
 Well we got the bleeding under control and this kind lady (I feel bad I don't know her name) helped me think it all through and we realized I'd be fine driving him to his doctor.
Scott mean while was acting fine.
He cried to begin with, of course, but he calmed down soon after I started holding him.
He's awesome like that.
It was nice having so many other moms there that I didn't know but could still trust so that I could leave Dean with them and take care of Scott.
After we got some temporary bandages on Scott we left to the doctors.
I love our doctors offices.
Our regular pediatrician was out of the office but another one was there and available and he was so great with Scott.
We had to wait for the while for the numbing stuff to set in then he got 5 staples in his head.
Not only was it all painless for him, Scott would even say it was fun going to the doctor.
They even let him keep the stapler and he was pretending to staple Softnesses head back together all day too.
Gave me a huge scare but he's doing great.

Monday, May 19, 2014

I see you!

Deano's faces are the cutest.
Especially when he sees others faces.
I am proud to say that I am the face he just looked at that brought about this smile.
He loves me and I love him.

This face is the sweetest.
He's looking up at Scott.
I see such love and adoration across his face.
Such curiosity and wonder.
I love that Dean has such an amazing brother to look up to.
I love that they instantly loved each other.

I am so blessed to have such perfected faces to brighten up my life.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Graduation Day

Scott Graduated from one of his preschools.
I used to think these things were dumb.
I mean seriously, it doesn't mean anything.
preschool is a place that you play, eat a snack, play some more, sing a few songs, maybe learn a letter and then play till your mom picks you up.
It's a great way to get your kids acquainted with other kids, and learning to respect another authority figure besides their parents.
Do we really need a graduation ceremony to honor those things?
Come on, do we?
The answer is YES!
Oh my goodness, it was so cute and Scotty was just the most adorable preschooler there.
He had to memorize a poem this year and then recite it to everyone.
He got assigned the poem, "Little Fred" back in November.
I read him the poem twice on the way home after we got it.
I then asked him to try it.
I thought that maybe he would get the first line or something.
Oh no, not my son.
He told me the whole thing.
I was amazed but thought for sure he couldn't do it again,
But he did.
He had it memorized after listening to it two times.
Need I remind you that he had just turned four a few months earlier.
He's pretty much amazing.
Here's how it goes cause I had never heard the poem before.
"When little Fred went to bed,
He always said his prayers;
He kissed mama and then papa, 
and straightaway went upstairs."
Ok, so it's really short but come on it's still impressive.
He had to dress up like his nursery rhyme and I was a bit bummed that we got such a boring one.
I mean come on, I sew.
I should have gotten Humpty Dumpty or Old King Cole or something awesome like that.
I could have made an awesome costume.
But we got the bed time one.
He was happy, he got to wear p.j.'s and bring his softness.
Scott pretty much knew everything that they were going to teach him this past year before it began.
He knew all his letters, upper and lower case, he knew all his colors and shapes and how to count to 20.
But that's not why we signed him up.
He needed to have social interaction.
He needed to learn how to interact with other kids his own age.
He was the youngest in his class and in some ways socially it showed.
But something else that showed were nice people.
These was this sweet little girl named Elsa who was one of the oldest in the class and was the smartest.
She was always kind to my Scotty boy I was told.
When he was having a hard time with the other kids it was Elsa who knew how to calm him down and play with him.
She liked playing and helping Scott and Scott loved her.
He was in the class with a girl from our ward who eventually became irritated by Scott and refused to play with him.
It was hard to send him to school knowing that she had abandoned him when that was one of the biggest reasons we put him in that class.
But when I found out about Elsa I was so happy and humbled that I got joked up.
I hope that Scott will always have an Elsa in the class that can appreciate him for who he is and who Scott can rely on.
I also hope that I can maybe even teach Scott to someday be there for and help other children that need friends.
To me this is what school is all about.
Helping one another become the best versions of themselves.
That's why this was such an awesome experience.
A Graduation worth Celebrating.


Elsa is sitting next to him on right.
Such a sweety!


Sunday, May 11, 2014

Mothers Day 2014

Can I just tell you all how much I love being a mom?!
It helps that I have to two most cutest and wonderful boys in the world as my sons.
They seriously have been my dream since I can remember.
I've always wanted to be a mom.
Probably cause my mom is so wonderful.
And it is even better having her as the worlds best grandma.
My boys are the reason I get up every morning so excited and the reason I go to bed each night exhausted.
I wish I could be a kid with them.
Scott is just always (well mostly) happy.
He is excited to do pretty much everything.
And Dean, oh how I just want to cuddle him all day long.
I just want to stop my boys from growing up.
I hope and prey that they can find girls someday that they can go to the temple with and start a family with and make me a grandma.
This is the best job in the world and everyday I feel so blessed to be entrusted with these perfect little angel boys.


Oh yeah, I almost forgot to share this awesome gift Scott got for me.
At church Scott filled out a questionnaire about me.
Here's how it went (Scott's answers are in green):
My mom's name is: Caroline
My mom is 30 years old.
My mom weighs 9 girl pounds.
My mom's job is ______.
My mom's favorite food is ice cream.
My mom laughs when she just laughs.
My mom always says "go play with your daddy- trains."
My mom's favorite color is Blue.
My mom cooks the best dinner.
If my mom had time, should would love to work.
My mom and I like to open presents.
I love my mom because she reads me scriptures at night.

Some he got right, some he got wrong.
But all brought a smile to my face and warmth to my heart.


Friday, May 9, 2014

Aquarium Pass

As many of you know, we are a family that loves animals.
Especially animals under the sea.
This love for me started when I was a very little girl.
In the kindergarten I used to say that I wanted to live in San Francisco and work for National Geographic as an under the sea photographer.
I also said that I would die by a shark while on the job.
I was a weird kid, still am actually.
Anyway, Mark has also always loved to learn about animals so I guess it's no surprise that Scott would grow up obsessed with animals and sea creatures. 
Well when living in the village we had a zoo pass which we loved and we had the most fun going as a family and with friends.
So now that we are in South Jordan and the Aquarium has moved to Draper we decided that we had to get a season pass to it too.
We decided to do a joint pass with our upstairs neighbors so that we could not only get it cheaper but also get two guests in for free each time we go.
We did something similar with the zoo pass and it was awesome.
Now, not only Mark can get in free but my mom can come and Melissa and her kids can come and Kelsie and well, anyone we want to go with.
We are super excited.
We just went for the first time at this new location and it's so nice.
So much better then before.
Scott was blown away by all the exhibits.
He even touch the shark and the sting rays, something I was always too afraid to do but seeing him do it make me finally work up the courage too.
Scott's favorite part was that part.
my favorite part was the great blue ocean room at the end.
It was dark with a huge wall of a fish tank that had all different kinds of ocean animals.
It had soothing music on and if it weren't for all the people and the whole watching my kids gig I would have curled up and taken a nap.
So to any of my friends who have been wondering about the new aquarium location then give us a call and we can all go.
But you're going to have to listen to Scott and I tell you all sorts of random facts about what we're seeing.


Monday, May 5, 2014

Mark's New Job

Mark is our superman.
He works so hard for his family.
I love how seriously he takes his responsibilities as a
husband and father and provider for us.
Without him our family would crumple.
The Proclamation to the Family is so perfect and I know that a family with a mother a father is ordained of God.
Anyway, I'm supposed to be telling you about Mark's new job.
He is still working at Zions Bancorp but has changed departments.
He was in the auditing department but was recommended by an old coworker to the risk management department when this coworker was moving up.
See what I'm saying, such a hard worker.
Well after the interviews they picked a different person for the position but that's because they realized while interviewing him that he would be perfect for this new position they were creating.
He is so excited to be changing things up and adding to his resume, not to mention the better pay.
This all comes at perfect timing for us since our family just expanded.
He also gets an additional week of vacation days and a bonus.
I am so proud of my man.
It's so nice to have his job recognize how awesome he is too.
We celebrated with an awesome home cooked meal since that's his favorite (my least but it wasn't about me so I sacrificed).
I made him some steaks, buttery potatoes, zuccinni and squash, a green salad, and banana cream pie for dessert.
He sounded like What About Bob while eating it, mmmmm this and mmmmmm that.
He's an awesome husband, I guess I can be an awesome wife once in a while.
Anyway, Thanks Mark, for everything you do for your family.
We love you.

Sunday, May 4, 2014

Our Blessed Second Child

 We finally blessed baby Dean.
It was a special day for our whole family.
We had a few friends come by too which made the day even more special.
The blessing Mark gave him was short and sweet and beautiful.
Mark is a man of few words but his words are always powerful.
He was blessed to continue in health, always be a source of joy and pride to his family, that he would look out for his older brother, know right from wrong, make good choices, be faithful, and that he would live in accordance with the principles and teachings of the church.
As a mother, I know that my child is special and there is so much I want for both of my boys.
I know that my baby Dean is capable of great things and that the Lord knows it too.
Here are some pics from our wonderful day.








Thursday, May 1, 2014

Someone Stop Time Please

I'm in love with this boy.
I'm in love with this stage.
I love this smile.
I love this profile.
I love these hands and how well they fit in mine.
Something else I love maybe most of all is when he sleeps...
while in my arms.
I just want to soak this all in and never let it stop.